On Being Heckled With The Question,
“Why Are You Such a Miserable Bastard?”
I’m fifty-four years old
and in my life
I’ve lost a father, two faithful dogs,
one not-so-faithful wife
and, on top of all that
I’ve had cancer
twice. So there’ your answer;
that’s why this miserable bastard’s
on the loose.
Now tell me, sunshine,
what’s your f****** excuse?
Brilliant.
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His feet were full of blisters,
The flames came up and burned his pants,
and now he wears his sisters.
‘Every morn and every night
Some are born to sweet delight.
Some are born to sweet delight,
Some are born to endless night.’
I think of that poem when I see Darfur on the news etc., gamblers in Vegas on TV, when I was on the Make Poverty History march……. it’s so appropriate for so many reasons. I have copied that part, printed it and put it in a small frame in my loo with an aimage of a new born baby. It does not just relate to material welath and poverty, I feel it relates to human relationships as well eg Fred and Rose West’s children. It’s very difficult to write such wonderful poetry but some people like Bob Dylan make it look so easy with his one man prolific word factory.
]]>Revvin’ up your engine
Listen to her howlin’ roar
Metal under tension
Beggin’ you to touch and go
Highway to the Danger Zone
Ride into the Danger Zone
Headin’ into twilight
Spreadin’ out her wings tonight
She got you jumpin’ off the track
And shovin’ into overdrive
Highway to the Danger Zone
I’ll take you
Right into the Danger Zone
You’ll never say hello to you
Until you get it on the red line overload
You’ll never know what you can do
Until you get it up as high as you can go
Out along the edges
Always where I burn to be
The further on the edge
The hotter the intensity
Highway to the Danger Zone
Gonna take you
Right into the Danger Zone
Highway to the Danger Zone
The dead are always looking down on us, they say,
while we are putting on our shoes or making a sandwich,
they are looking down through the glass-bottom boats of heaven
as they row themselves slowly through eternity.
They watch the tops of our heads moving below on earth,
and when we lie down in a field or on a couch,
drugged perhaps by the hum of a warm afternoon,
they think we are looking back at them,
which makes them lift their oars and fall silent
and wait, like parents, for us to close our eyes.
Occasionally I find it in its bookshelf by chance or attempted clear out and I re-read it. Sometimes it even falls helpfully out of its scrapbook and lies on the carpet right side up as if it wants to be read.
Its not particularly great or profound literature but it makes me happy every time I read it over a period of over 20 years. And that’s worth carrying for me.
Here it is. I hope you enjoy it too.
‘Tell me a story,’
Says Witch’s child,
‘About the Beast
So fierce and wild.
About a Ghost
That shrieks and groans,
A Skeleton
That rattles bones,
About a Monster
Crawley-creepy
Something nice
To make me sleepy.’
PS If anyone knows who wrote this, that would be nice to know.
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BONNY WEE FINCH.
Silent…calm…passing away,
Thee bonny Emerald Finch,
Thy tiny tousled feathers,
Defiled…by feline clinch.
In my hand no bid to stir,
Thine wee bit frame or feather,
Thy tiny eyes as if asleep,
Closed…sealed for ever.
As nature’s Crimson flow of life
Ebbs from beak and breast,
No more for you the misery
Fly tiny bird…
Seek a place to rest.
Poet Peter M McCulloch
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